(Another letter I’ve got from my email)
Why are these things happening? I thought after all those days we’ve fought, everything will turn out right! Maybe this is the result of not thinking over on things you need to do or say! I’ve tried my very best on saving this relationship but it seems like you don’t want it to go on any more.
You’re really that disappointed on me huh?! You never expected it to be like this. I’m not the one you expect me to be. Now you’re even ashamed that the “public would see us togther”. Furthermore, you just don’t want me near nor around you! you hate me that much?
Oh yeah! The truth of the matter is, you don’t love me. For so many time have I tell this to myself but just kept on ignoring it. Truly, reality bites! Grrr… Feels like I’m going crazy! I’ve got no one to turn to, no one to talk with.
Maybe, I’m not really meant to be here with you, maybe it’s just my will that put us together, maybe you didn’t even feel a thing for me right from the start, may be I just persuaded you in this kind of situation. i admit it, It’s all my fault and I am really very sorry.
Maybe if it wasn’t because of me, you are still enjoying your life, doing what you are supposed to do, doing what you inteded initially to do. As the saying goes ” Ang mabuting asawa galing sa Panginoon.” Could it be that… Maybe I’m not?
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