These weird things!

For the past two weeks, I am convincing my self that everything’s gonna be alright, but what a heck… it’s not! Now I felt like I’m caught in between those situations that goes around in the “war zone”.

I am starting to feel the pressure, starting to feel exhausted, if it’ll continue like this, stress will come in and eventually I might not withstand it, I might withdraw from this! I cannot produce things in just a snap of your fingers. You have to atleast give me sometime to do so since there is no system to follow.

Don’t show me that damn face as if telling me that I am no good! The problem here is the way you run through it and not me! I knew my job better than anyone else.

I promised to be more mature and professional, no more cry baby stuffs, but in this situation, I think I’m breaking that. People are getting into my nerves each passing day as they go overboard as if they know everything! If that is the case , they should have over taken my position in the  first place.

They are really testing how long will my patience go, and now I’m really beggining to be impatient! There are a lot of them whose always “nagmamagaling” Some can’t even wait on others to praise their work, they we’re the one’s giving praises to themselves saying statements like “ang galing ko talaga” or “ako pa”. Now this was self serving.

I can’t go on like this, I can’t go on with this kind of environment. I’m staring to think that this-is-not-meant-for-me. Weird!