Just because of an Ice Cream!

It’s been a while… (ha..ha..ha..) I miss this blogging thing… been too busy (again?!) ‘coz of my work! (as if hardworking?! … weehhh!)

It’s my birthday yesterday, actually a not – so - very happy birthday ‘coz I have a petty fight with my hunny last morning! We’ll I admit that I was “the brat” that time but who cares?! I just don’t feel like going to the “other house”.

I really felt upset when he told me “nakakainis ka na ha!” (“you’re getting into my nerves!”).  Why you? How could you tell it to my face where infact, I’m the one who was supposed to feel that way. I really want to cry out loud. I was thinking about it all day, about the thing that happened, I cannot even work, I remember my boss telling me… “ano bang kinakain mo at nagiging ulyanin ka na?” (“what have you been eating and you’re being forgetful?”). Shocks! that’s all because of my hunny!

I’ve waited for his call and text message the whole day, waiting for him to greet me or just even say “bati na tau” (“let’s have a truce”) or just as simple as “I love you”, but all my hopes has gone out when the clock ticks to five because he didn’t do anything… not even a hello

I thought of not going home because of so many feelings that has filled me. I wanna get lost and go to a place where nobody knows me. I want to be alone… I spent my time at the mall, window shopping (‘coz I don’t have bux he..he..he..) and eating just to forget about the grief I have in me.

It’s already late when I decided to go home, the door was locked and yet the bulbs are alight indicating that he was just there, maybe facing his computer again (as always). He was the one who opened it as I knock. I went straight to our room, I want to sleep but he followed me in bed and take a short nap with me.

After a minute, he got up and went out. I don’t know where he’s going. I brushed my teeth and washed my face I was getting ready to go to sleep when he got back. At last,  he greeted me a happy birthday with a small present at hand and yet I really appreciate it so much. He gave me my favorite ice cream (rocky road! wow!)

I thought things will never be patched up that night, but then again I’m glad that everything ends up very much fine. We talk about our “problem” while eating ice cream.

I love my hunny so much that’s why I’m craving for his attention (that he rarely gave me because of his busy schedule) but then I’m trying to understand that he has lot more important matters to attend to.

I guess that’s how complicated married life is. Situation gets rough at times but then again at the end of the day you’ll still be hugging each other at night. You just got to have a lot of patience and understanding for your partner. There should always be a room for discussions and opinions. And lastly, both should have fear of God as always for He will guide your relationship to make it last a lifetime.