The Song For You

Kyla has been on of my favorite local singers ever since she came up with the song “Hanggang Ngayon” and just last night I bumped into this song while watching videos through youtube. This is one of her revival from the album Heartfelt.

FOR YOU

For you I give a lifetime of stability
Anything you want of me, nothing is impossible
For you, there are no words or ways to show my love
Or all the thoughts I’m thinking of
Cause this life is no good alone
Since we’ve become one,
I’ve made a change
Everything I do now, makes sense
All roads end, all I do is for you

For you I share the cup of love that overflows
And anyone who knows us knows
I would change all faults I have,
For you there is no low or high or in between
Of my heart that you haven’t seen
Cause I share all I have and am
Nothing I’ve said’s hard to understand
All I feel I feel deeper still, and always will
All this love is for you

Every note that I play, every word I might say
Every melody I feel
Are only for you and your appeal
Every page that I write, every day of my life
Would not be filled with without the things
That my love for you now brings
For you I make the promise of fidelity
Now and for eternity
No one could replace this vow

For you, I’d take take your hand heart And everything
And add to them a wedding ring
Cause this life is no good alone
Since we’ve become one you’re all I’ve known
And if this feeling should leave, I’d die
And here’s why, all I am is for you
Everything i do now makes sense
All roads end, all I do,
Is for you

If you want to listen to it, here’s the link: http://www.imeem.com/rhojmusic/music/I8iSS1Yb/kyla-for-you/

NOW ADDICTED TO WONDER GIRLS!!!

Hala! Super love ko na ang Wonder Girls! at super addicted ako sa song nila na “Nobody”! All of them are very pretty and ang galing nila sumayaw! Promise! you’ll love them too! :)

Wonder Girlsphoto courtesy of: kimyoobin.wordpress.com

here’s the link if you want to listen to “NOBODY” (English Version): http://www.imeem.com/groups/2tF-jia9/music/dJhgwD4C/wonder-girls-nobody-official-english-version/

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**now listening to: Nobody-Wonder Girls

SA ARAW NA ‘YON…

Ito ang eksena sa bahay namin last week. Agah, my younger sister came rushing in our door early in the morning. Parang super badtrip siya sa hindi ko malamang dahilan that time.

Agah: Ate, nanood ka ba kagabi sa channel ___?

Ana: Hindi, bakit? (Why is she asking me? Eh alam naman niya na di ako mahilig manuod ng tv?)

Agah: Kasi kagabi featured story dun sa program ni AC yung bakla na nagbibintang kay ES na nirape daw siya?

Ana: Ah si DV alias “P”. Oh ano naman daw?

Agah: ayon kung anu-anu ung mga kasinungalingan pinagsasabi! Ang kapal ng mukha! Grabeh!

Well ang totoo, di ko talaga alam na may ganung ipifeature sa program na yun di na kasi ako mahilig manuod ng tv, puro online streaming lang ako. Hindi na rin naman ako nagtataka, di na rin ako nagulat nung binalita yun sa kin ng kapatid ko, di naman na kasi bago ang ganyang mga balita eh. Buti na rin lang na hindi ako nakapanuod nun! Kung nagkataon e na high blood na ko!

Ipinagpauna na yan, talagang mangyayari ang ganyan. Kaya ang pag-asa ko na lang, may paghuhukom naman. Pag dating ng araw na ‘yon, malalaman ng lahat kung sino ang nagsasabi ng totoo at matatapos din ang mga paghihirap natin sa kamay ng mga taong yan na “ipinanganak na talagang mga hayop.” Maraming tao naman ang hindi naniniwala sa mga pinagsasabi nila, maliwanag pa sa sikat ng araw na ito ay isa nanamang demolition job para sirain ang isang taong wala namang ibang ginawa kundi isipin ang kapakanan ng kapwa niya.

Alam naman ng marami ang adhikain niya kaya sana suportahan na lang natin siya P-O-W-E-R !!! Wag na nating pansinin ang mga paninira ng mga tao sa tabi-tabi! Para mas marami pa siyang maabot di lang sa ating mga kababayan kundi pati sa mga kapwa tao natin sa ibang panig ng daigdig.

Maybe I’m not…

(Another letter I’ve got from my email)

Why are these things happening? I thought after all those days we’ve fought, everything will turn out right! Maybe this is the result of not thinking over on things you need to do or say! I’ve tried my very best on saving this relationship but it seems like you don’t want it to go on any more.

You’re really that disappointed on me huh?! You never expected it to be like this. I’m not the one you expect me to be. Now you’re even ashamed that the “public would see us togther”. Furthermore, you just don’t want me near nor around you! you hate me that much?

Oh yeah! The truth of the matter is, you don’t love me. For so many time have I tell this to myself but just kept on ignoring it. Truly, reality bites! Grrr… Feels like I’m going crazy! I’ve got no one to turn to, no one to talk with.

Maybe, I’m not really meant to be here with you, maybe it’s just my will that put us together, maybe you didn’t even feel a thing for me right from the start, may be I just persuaded you in this kind of situation. i admit it, It’s all my fault and I am really very sorry.

Maybe if it wasn’t because of me, you are still enjoying your life, doing what you are supposed to do, doing what you inteded initially to do. As the saying goes ” Ang mabuting asawa galing sa Panginoon.” Could it be that… Maybe I’m not?

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** now listening to – I love you Goodbye – Celine Dion

Si Joe Cheng daw ang future ko! -ASTIG!-

Try niyo to guyz! Cool! Enjoy!

Behold... My Future
I will marry Joe Cheng.
After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in China in our fabulous Apartment.
We will have 7 kid(s) together.
Our family will zoom around in a Blue Porche.
I will spend my days as a Doctor, and live happily ever after.
whats your future

Love or Bread? >>> It’s not the series! :)

This is NOT about the series of Ariel Lin and Joe Cheng! hehehe… We’ll, I just happen to realize (though I’ve known this for a long time! :) ) that even how much money you earned from working hard, if you’re not happy with your job or you feel that you “don’t belong” in the environment, everything is worthless! I mean, I don’t just need a job, but a CAREER (in fact, I want a definite carrer path)! It’s not all about the money but the sense of fulfillment you get everytime you finished your task and not like as if you’re a zombie-like creature following every single order of your BOSS!

Though in the beginning, I really don’t feel that I’m gonna be effective in doing some human resource functions but later on I found out that in doing so, I could help lots of people. So I wanted to continue with this track but in a company where I could utilize my skills and knowledge in this field not limiting my capacity with their unreasonable reasons! It’s not that I feel like I-know-everything-type but I would like to explore all the possiblities in this career and in return help others find their dream job.

I hope I could return to work soon! I feel lame just bumming around here! Hehehe… Ciao! :)

I’ve got LSS (Last Song Syndrome)! :)

Ito ung song na laging tumutugtog sa isip ko for these last three days! hehehe… for sure ‘di niyo naintindihan kasi mandarin siya! (Pero may hanyu translation naman eh :) ) next time ko na lang post ung English translation. Pero this was part of It Started with A Kiss OST. Ciao!!!

Yu Dao (Meet)

(Fang Xia Yan)

你身上專屬的陌生味道
是我確認你存在的目標
不用來回張望來知道
竟是我們相隔著一個街角

Ni shen shang zhuan shu de mo sheng wei dao
Shi wo que ren ni cun zai de mu biao
Bu yong lai hui zhang wang lai zhi dao
Jing shi wo men xiang ge zhe li ge jie jiao

這麼久了,我還是可以看到
感覺你到底對我多重要
不會被天黑天亮打擾
你每一次的溫柔我都想炫耀

Zhe me jiu le wo hai shi ke yi kan dao
Gan jue i dao di dui wo duo zhong yao
Bu hui bei tian hei tian liang da rao
Ni mei yi ci de wen rou wo dou xiang xuan yao

我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到
我比誰都更明白你的重要
這麼久了我就決定了
決定了你的手我握了不會放掉

Wo men rao le yi quan cai yu dao
Wo bi shui dou geng ming bai ni de zhong yao
Zhe me jiu le wo jiu jue ding le
Jue ding le ni de shou wo wo le bu hui fang diao

我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到
我答應自己不再庸人自擾
因为我有的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀永遠讓我靠

Wo men rao le yi quan cai yu dao
Wo da ying zhi ji bu zai yong ren zi rao
Ying wei Wo you de wo zi ji zhi dao
Zhi yao ni de jian bang yong yuan rang wo kao

If you want to listen to it, just copy the link: http://www.imeem.com/people/O9IFKW/playlist/h7CRXelV/iswak-tka-osts-music-playlist/

Just bumming around! :)

Its been 2 weeks of bumming around the four corners of our house! It feels a bit good, at least I don’t have to be pressured by those outside forces… hahaha… but then I miss working… honestly I feel some sense of confidence when I have a job. At least people wouldn’t think that I’m spending my husband’s money just for nothing even if I buy my new gadgets.

Well, I think I’ll just enjoy this feeling for a while so that when I already find a suitable job for me, I’m refreshed and prepared.

Ciao!

The “Hayden Cam” Scandal

It’s been a while now since this issue has been the topic of everybody’s discussion, from the news programs of two giant networks up to the streets; they are all talking about this Dr. Hayden Kho Jr. and Ms. Katrina Halili (and with some other women) Sex Video.

The Senate and Congress are now preparing for an inquiry regarding this matter and hopefully they could create and pass a law to prevent these types of scandals to ever happen again. The  Optical Media Board (OMB) is now conducting so many raids here and there in Manila area particularly Quiapo to confiscate that porn video, downloaded, recopied on a quite alarming quantities and sold to those who wants to see it (mind you, the price goes from 150 – 250 pesos just for that pirated copy alone! And sadly, there are those who are willing to waste their money just to have a copy of that trash!) National Bureau of Investigation (NBI) will be the one handling the investigation of the said scandal while Philippine Drug Enforcement Agency (PDEA) would probe the issue regarding “drug abuse” (I’ve heard that Dr. Kho Jr. admitted that he was in the influence of prohibited drugs while he records his videos with KH and that she was the one who allegedly introduce him to use these substance.)

Oh well! I guess I’m one of those who just hope that everything will already be patched up since there are a lot of people who are suffering and hurting from these current happenings especially the families of both camps. Hopefully, those who continue to reproduce, upload, and buy the video would stop to avoid further damage to DHK Jr. and KH since everybody was already working hand in hand to solve the case.

Moral lesson of the story?

  1. For us women, never go for someone who is already committed. I don’t want to blame anybody on this but as a rule of thumb, if someone is already with somebody, you shouldn’t interfere with their relationship because if you do, in the end, it’ll be either you win or lose.
  2. Never trust anyone, I mean we should have respect for ourselves, doing your private thing should be as intimate as it’s-just-between-you-and-me. Never allow your boyfriend, fiancé, friend or whoever to peek or take a shot on your privacy.
  3. Give your love, trust, and your body to the worthy. There’s no need to explain this. I know you got my point.
  4. For men, OMG! Learn to respect us! When women feel in love, we tend to give our all, but please, never use this just to feed your sexual fantasies!
  5. You should also respect your selves! Like in Dr. Kho’s case, he is a doctor! My goodness! How can you entrust your life to someone who is not credible enough?

Hope this helps! Jia you! :)